Thursday, December 31, 2009
The Year 2010
Just parted the year 2009 with full of changes surrounding me ... People around me and things that happened...arrrgh..what a year... Not long after welcoming the year 2010, nothing seems to be smooth for me and things i HATE just keep happening again and again. And a year that
nothing but filled with hatred. Just today, i got to know that my mum might need to go for operation due to long term of pain she has suffer all this years =( its like every once awhile i have to recieve some shocking news to scare ourselves... Mum's next follow up will be on the 12th or 19th.... Hopefully i could be able to space out time to acompany her to know the final outcome... =( Praying real hard that in this brand new year, may God would be there to guide us through this hard times, protecting my family, love ones and friends.... please ...
nothing but filled with hatred. Just today, i got to know that my mum might need to go for operation due to long term of pain she has suffer all this years =( its like every once awhile i have to recieve some shocking news to scare ourselves... Mum's next follow up will be on the 12th or 19th.... Hopefully i could be able to space out time to acompany her to know the final outcome... =( Praying real hard that in this brand new year, may God would be there to guide us through this hard times, protecting my family, love ones and friends.... please ...
Just last week, i finally got a chance to join my family to Kbox!!! ^_^ But happy times just pass real fast , we started from 11am and sang till 5pm!!! lol! Was dead tired after we all got home..lol!
Sadly just after we were enjoying ourselves, i got to know a friend of mine whose brother left and he was at the same age of me. He was diagnosed with an illness since young, just 2 years back his situation worsened, having breathing difficulty which needed oxygen mask to keep him alive. Unfortunately, there was a electrical breakdown that very day while no one was home... it was just about half an hour after they got home to discover his body...lying there motionlessly...just an icy cold body...tried rushing him to hospital..but was pronounced dead.... on their way there.. love ones of his keep shouting out to him..trying their best to wake him up from his sleep....but fact that he has already gone...and nobody actually knows during that period of time before he left...did he struggled e to difficulty in breathing...struggling to stay alive.....and if it was not due to electrical breakdown..he could still live for another 2 years.... it was pretty sad..to take it positively...it might be a relieved for him too...seeing him with tubing all over his body was just a heartache..... sigh*
May he rest in peace and send out his blessing to his love ones and friends... God Bless....
Labels: All about STRUGGLING
what we could have been, 11:45 AM.
